[JJ Shadow]
You find the light inside my mind
You always tell me it’ll be okay
So I don’t wanna let you down tonight
But I won’t always be here to stay
And it’s so hard to communicate
I talked to God but he won’t let me escape
I know it’s my fault but I still want you to stay
I don’t wanna stay

Uh
Nowadays it’s been to hard to relate
I been losing my mind nowadays
I’m trying to cope but I’m losing my way
Seeking escape and needing affection
Won’t give it back but I need your protection
I need someone to teach me a lesson
Need a God to try send me a blessing
Cause I can’t survive
I got thoughts from an earlier life
I got trauma that cuts like a knife
First that shit was just fucking with me
Now that shits fucking with you and I
Ain’t letting you go I ain’t saying goodbye
But you don’t wanna talk and I never reply
And whenever you speak I start closing my eyes
Love is blind
Whatchu think baby
I ain’t even really seen you lately
Whatchu mean that I hurt you then
I do not even remember when
I’m sorry but babe I don’t give a fuck
Oh you saying “the end” well that’s tough luck
Got a party that I know you going to
Wanna see you but it’s too emotional
Wanna be you because you’re so beautiful
Fuck you now you leaving me out the door
I be smacking my head against wooden floors
I got drunk and I know I’m gon lose control
Lose consciousness
Awh man what the fuck is wrong with me
Fuck

You find the light inside my mind
You always tell me it’ll be okay
So I don’t wanna let you down tonight
But I won’t always be here to stay
And it’s so hard to communicate
I talked to God but he won’t let me escape
I know it’s my fault but I still want you to stay
I don’t wanna stay

[Dieyanna Goddess]
Why the fuck can’t you look in my face?
You mutilate yourself and try take my place
I gave you my all and you took it away
You ripped up my words and burnt them on a page
I can’t believe I ever trusted your gaze
Your eyes show me toxins that came from false prophets
Your songs make me nauseous
I sit on your grave
Praying one day you might change
I can’t take it anymore
Call me names and bang your head on the floor
Morning comes and then I run for the door
You’re the reason that I never feel safe
You can trust I’ll never see you again
You dream of my light when you’re stuck in the shade
Cause deep down you know you ignored all my pain
I hope you regret that shit til the end of your days