Been tryna hold onto these moments
But I just can’t seem to get a hold of em
Spent the whole of last night feeling lonely
I would ask you to come over but you never wanna
Used to go out with my boys smoking marijuana
Lightweight two puffs imma be a goner
But I been keeping to myself if I’m being honest
Nah I don’t run up the clubs that shit’s just a persona
But I can turn that on if you want me to be that way
How come everybody always made me feel that way
I gotta be somebody else on my day to day
Just to survive but tonight I plan my escape
Don’t really fit into percentages
I thought you knew that shit from the beginning
Always been black sheep my heart is all twisted
But when I said to you I love you girl I really meant it
Forget it
Young broke god I’m a menace
Student loan dumb no job but I’m winning
Cause I make this art baby I’m no civilian
I owe the government cash I’m in debt
And it hurts cause since birth
I have been truly blessed
I went from sleeping on couches to two story houses
But still I just live in my head
Imma feel this way until I’m dead
And I feel like it’s coming soon
Cause I just wanna aim and pop pop in my living room
Right to the back of my skull
I’m not in the mood
So if you fuck with us
You’ll get dropped by me and my crew
You’ll never catch me in the hood or the north shore
Because the only place I rep is public transport
She asked me if I wanna live and I said no
Don’t wanna be a bitch but I might let go

Oh my god
I’m so lost
Don’t know where to go
I been gone
Don’t know what’s wrong
I just can’t know
If nobody
Try to help
I might let go
I might let go
Aye, yuh
I been south
I been east
I been central
Only place that I can rep is public transport
This whole world
This my home
Imma let go
Imma let go
Aye

I don’t have a face or have a name
I hurt myself just to feel again
I always act tough but it’s fucking fake
I just rub my ego to disguise the pain
When I spit baby I’m a tyrant
I’m the indigenous Dionysus
When I drink it’s scarier than ISIS
Then I wake up don’t know what the time is
I might fuck my whole life with it
I’m bout to lose my own wife cause of it
I’m bouta cheat I am not complete
Now I can never go out in public
They need a hero but I need a Bane
Maniac veteran in my own brain
Bitch I’m lugubrious bitch I’m insane
Shoutout to Peggy and Ugly Mane
Goddamn

Oh my god
I’m so lost
Don’t know where to go
I been gone
Don’t know what’s wrong
I just can’t know
If nobody
Try to help
I might let go
I might let go
Aye, yuh
I been south
I been east
I been central
Only place that I can rep is public transport
This whole world
This my home
Imma let go
Imma let go
Aye
Yuh