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Aye yuh
JJ lurking in the night
I been searching for the light
I can see it in my fucking mind
Aye yuh
I told ya everything’s alright
But I gotta stop lying to myself
I need some help this time
Cause lately it been feeling like I’m a dropout
But I graduated, kept my head down
Yet the heartbreak’s still there? wow
Well I got faith it’ll work out
In the long run cause they washed up
You can see how they come and they talk tough
But I block that shit like a pop up
I been all alone I don’t talk much and it’s apparent
I need some love from my other parent
I need a chick look like Leslie Caron
I need some friends that will not abandon
I’m changing my life cause I cannot stand
When I look in the mirror and see that man
That’s another part of me but not wholeheartedly the person that I wanna be so bad
Because I just got out of a pyramid scheme
All of these unis, they promise you dreams
But I’m on the benefit and barely getting shit so I’m wondering why I did these things?
But baby I did it for music
With these bars I’ma empty the full clip
Cause in five years I’ll be top 5
If I stay alive through this bullshit
Huh yeah

All you motherfuckers make me feel a way
Why the fuck you think I never let you see my face?
I didn’t know that I was gonna see today
Somebody tell me if they feel this cause I’m not okay
So if they ever made you feel a way
Just know my g, you’re gonna be okay
Aye

All you motherfuckers make me feel a way
Why the fuck you think I never let you see my face?
I didn’t know that I was gonna see today
Wait
Look
Aye

They tried to take away my fucking light
They talk shit but I still ain’t die
In five years I’ll be top five
But that’s only if I stay alive
Aye

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from I STILL CAN'T AFFORD THERAPY! (EXTENDED CUT), released August 25, 2023

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