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This is blood, sweat and tears!
This is ending my career
She said that I’m never there
Bitch I am not even here
Got so many things to fear
I just feel like no one care
Oh well fuck ‘em
I’m disgusting
I got demons in my head
I got people all around me and they wishing for my death
I been working since a child but I never get respect
Been creating for awhile but now all I see is red
I ain’t coming for the crown I'm coming for they fucking head
Must’ve had my headphones in I don’t care what the fuck you said
Chargers hopeless phone is broken
Boy don’t even try to text
I been sprinting at my dreams while y’all been sitting at your desk
What?

Everytime that I jot
I put thought in these bars yet they copying us
They just rinse and repeat
Who am I kidding I live in the dungeons and trenches
See visions that no man can see
Been underground for a minute they change their position just to get in the industry
Doing flips and bending backwards if they acrobatics
Well then I guess I am the flea
I can soar through universes and break all the curses
Yes I do the strangest of things
I feel like William Byers my heart is on fire
But I can’t do intimacy
I can’t do women or men or nobody I’m done
You do not love me you want me for fun
I’m everything everywhere all at once
I am an eagle I soar to the sun
Boy I’m the Taika of rap
What I do in the shadows is darkness and magic
Rabbits ain’t pulled out of hats
This is realer than that
All you rappers is faker than catfish
This shit has gotten so bad that the music you worship is only a bit above average
Bank account tragic but baby my spiritual wealth is in a whole nother fucking tax bracket
I told my momma I wanna be baptised
Cause I want every God off my bad side
I don’t fuck with religion I think it’s a gimmick
But I know I’m gifted and that’s why
Imma keep pushing til it’s felt
But I don’t think therapist’s office could help

I got problems that sit in my noggin’
The voices obnoxious
They tell me that y’all overlook me
I been carrying around this trauma
From mother and father
So I get angry when I shouldn’t
Crying on kitchen floor tiles
Back in 2019 I was seventeen and so useless
That was back in last of high school
Only thing I wanted was to fuck on *** pussy
Now I got all of these blessings
I think God been teaching me a lesson
My girl said that she a lesbian
Bitch I feel like Jens Lekman
Been tryna chase what I lost in the hopes that I find it
The fun thing bout time is you cannot rewind it
I done lost all hope on you bitches
You bitches don’t know me
And won’t understand me
So stay out my muhfuckin business

I got demons in my head
But I’m just tryna forget
Everything that you had left
I remember what you said
But I can’t seem to let you go
Everything I do I just don’t know
Where to go or what to do
I feel so lost I’m so confused

I got demons in my head
And I been thinking about what you said and
But I can’t seem to let you go
I got demons in my head
But I’m just tryna forget
Everything that you had left
And I been thinking about what you said
But I can’t seem to let you go

I been working blood sweat and tears for you
I been working blood sweat and tears for you
I been working blood sweat and tears for you
I can’t let you go
I been working blood sweat and tears for you
I been working blood sweat and tears for you
I been working blood sweat and tears for you

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from I STILL CAN'T AFFORD THERAPY! (EXTENDED CUT), released August 25, 2023

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